Ok wow... so it's been a super long time!!! I am just so busy with school, and babies, that I haven't had much time for anything else :( I made the dean's list last semester so YAY!!! me !!! that is super exciting especially for being a single mom! I am trying tot take more time for myself especially since i have been losing my self in studies and mommy life! I am still nursing Lilyana 8 1/2 months so far!!! She is still a mommy's baby and super attached. I had started her on solids, but after only a few weeks ( and not a lot of foods tried) she has decided that unless she can feed it to herself she won't eat it :( Isa is a terrible two year old (even though she is two in march) I call her my lovely little tornado because I have never seen a child so capable of destroying a house in as little time as she does! My house is a mess! I am now 23 and I swear the child will give me gray hair by the time I'm 25! Lily isn't far behind and is learning the destructiveness well!!! I am looking at getting my own place. I think that this summer I am going to get a part time job at least and between that school loans and my grants I should be able to afford a nice place for me and my girls, it's just too crazy and hectic living at my parents. I love them but it is complicated! anyways I am hoping to start updating more often now because I need to I need me space and the internet is the only place I have it!